[Oh but this angst-ridden hoofbeast shit is all a certain fishtroll's fault.]

I--... it wwas after I snapped, alright? I killed Fef an' Kan.

[He shrugs, trying to play off the enormity of what he had actually done.]

An' I might havve blowwn up the matriorb. But our fuckin' session wwas doomed anywway! I don't understand wwhy those fuckin' simpletons are still angry wwith me.

[She's not getting any other explanation unless she presses for it.]