I haven't decided. That's not easy for me. My mother's dead, but I still think my dad has her soul. The thing is I don't know that I can help things there... There's things going on there, but I'm not sure how much I'd really help.

At the same time, while I want to help here, I don't want to just let things lie there, and I'm not sure if I'm not finding things I want here I can't ever have there.

...that really doesn't make as much sense as I want it to.