I've talked with some of the others, but there's limits to what I've gotten out of them so far. What I'm going to call it is 'financial help in my research' seems to be the order of business so far. I haven't gotten a whole lot further than that.
As for faith, though, this isn't the same thing. I lost any glimmer of faith a long time ago, Sherlock. I was born on the wrong side of the war of the angels and demons, and according to them I'm damned from birth, and cannon fodder for 'my side.' The pagans want nothing to do with me with rare exception. I'm pretty much a shit-out-of-luck abomination on their own with the promise of being fucked at the end of their days and to live until then as my asshole father's guinea pig, washed in the blood of my friends.
Faith? Can go fuck itself.
However, I'll make deals with powerful beings that help me and those I care about. Right now, I'm hoping we can get some ideas together before this happens again. If we're lucky, we've got three months to plot.
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Date: 2013-03-10 04:34 pm (UTC)I've talked with some of the others, but there's limits to what I've gotten out of them so far. What I'm going to call it is 'financial help in my research' seems to be the order of business so far. I haven't gotten a whole lot further than that.
As for faith, though, this isn't the same thing. I lost any glimmer of faith a long time ago, Sherlock. I was born on the wrong side of the war of the angels and demons, and according to them I'm damned from birth, and cannon fodder for 'my side.' The pagans want nothing to do with me with rare exception. I'm pretty much a shit-out-of-luck abomination on their own with the promise of being fucked at the end of their days and to live until then as my asshole father's guinea pig, washed in the blood of my friends.
Faith? Can go fuck itself.
However, I'll make deals with powerful beings that help me and those I care about. Right now, I'm hoping we can get some ideas together before this happens again. If we're lucky, we've got three months to plot.