It depends. I couldn't get a straight answer out of that dick Baldr, but I don't think I'd trust him anyway. After he came into my life... everything's dealt with him. He's hounded me all over the place. It's really hard to believe he's not here, and if he's not here... then there's no excuse. The only monster here is me... and I can't even do the world a fucking favor and just leave.
[She laughed, a thick, croaking sound as she reached the point of sobbing. She grabbed the nearest wall and almost dragged Eve down as she hit a knee. Her teeth were clenched and she breathed in hisses. It was strange, but she wasn't suicidal for as fatalistic as she sounded. Suicide was a pointless, futile exercise for her. Death never ended things.]
If he's really not here... I can't kill him, and there's no freedom. I'm going to do this again. Maybe you, maybe that kid. Maybe Merlin, maybe some poor faceless bastard. God, why am I telling you all of this?
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Date: 2012-07-26 01:12 am (UTC)[She laughed, a thick, croaking sound as she reached the point of sobbing. She grabbed the nearest wall and almost dragged Eve down as she hit a knee. Her teeth were clenched and she breathed in hisses. It was strange, but she wasn't suicidal for as fatalistic as she sounded. Suicide was a pointless, futile exercise for her. Death never ended things.]
If he's really not here... I can't kill him, and there's no freedom. I'm going to do this again. Maybe you, maybe that kid. Maybe Merlin, maybe some poor faceless bastard. God, why am I telling you all of this?