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samantha_grey) wrote2012-06-17 06:28 am
samantha_grey) wrote2012-06-17 06:28 am
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IC Inbox - Asgard Eventide
An old, brick edifice stands in front of the burnt-down ruins of a home in the hillside. Mountains rear up in all directions, covered in lush, green vegetation. Nobody comes this way anymore, but you have the sense that anything placed in the mailbox attached to this old structure will be found by someone, the only living person for whom this place still has any meaning.
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god i hate you
[His fingers still on the keyboard for a long time, trying to choose which question to ask first. Finally, he just sighs and starts typing, glad that she can't see the anxiety on his face.]
so sol told you about fef an kan an the fuckin matriorb
you knoww my dirty little secrets so spill yours its only fair
wwhats this other half i keep hearing about
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No, Sollux didn't tell me about Feferi. He implied it and I shut him up. I wanted to hear about it from you before I hear about it from anyone else. I haven't heard about this matriorb, but you were pretty clear on the other two.
But, like you said. Fair's fair. Give me a second
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I am a half demon. We've been over this, but I'll be clearer. Demons control what they are. Many can shapeshift, take on whatever form they want. The fact that my claws, horns, tail and my wings didn't go away when I wanted them is because I'm only half demon. at least I can retract the claws.
[Yeah, she used to have wings once. If he snuck his grubby fingers up along her back, he could feel the scars of where they used to be.]
My father was an incubus. Incubi are men and succubi are women. They are sex demons, meant to corrupt and twist people towards depraved acts, have sex with them and consume their souls to send to hell when they're done with them. A cambion, or half-demon, is a rare thing because most people don't survive sex with one.
The other reason we're rare is most are either really disfigured and/or insane. Since I was about fifteen or sixteen, I get urges. They didn't get really aggressive until mom died and my dad started trying to screw with me, since she helped me. When the 'other side' comes out I act like a sexual predator out to find someone or lots of someones, torture them, have them and kill them. That part of me likes to do the most blasphemous and horrible things it can, loves making people sick to their stomach and doesn't care who it hurts.
I'm not sure if it's because my father isn't here, but as long as I've been here, it seems to happen about every new moon, so 28 days. Before, it happened a lot more, and in the middle of sex. It made it dangerous to be with me.
... the only reason I agreed to this is that she didn't come out when we were kissing the first time. I thought she would. I was surprised I didn't try to kill you that day.
[It's... kind of why she had originally considered Gamzee when people told her she'd been flirting with him, despite the whole 'he's homicidal' warnings.]
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But there's just... this face for awhile, staring down at his screen. What--did she just--...
What the GLUB?! No one told him THAT!
(Yes, they had.)
He starts message after message, erasing them frantically when they don't come out just right. Tact was never his strong suit.]
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so wwhen you fuckin kissed me the first time
an wwhen you an wwe that night
so i was just some sort a goddamn squeakbeast to EXPERIMENT ON
wwell let me tell you somethin demon
im NOT A TOY for your sick little experiments
wwhy did you never fuckin tell me any a this SHIT sam
i mean sure im not a nice guy
but jesus evven i deservve better than that
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Fuck this! Fuck him! This was exactly the sort of reason she never bothered! this was the best she got! Some pissed off jackass flying off the handle or a damned corpse!]
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And here we go! (Video)
No... you're not an experiment, Eridan. You're MINE. No, when that happened... Eridan I hadn't even planned to kiss you. I was just pissed as hell at you because you were making a fucking fool of us. It was an accident...
It's just later that night, I thought about it. I couldn't believe something didn't happen.
And that night... I've been fucking drinking this god-awful swill of magical tea just to keep that part of me from coming out again! Do you have any idea how much I dread the idea of waking up with your damned entrails in my lap, covered in your blood?!? Do you think I want you to be just another statistic?
You're my damned kismesis you hack-brained, over-reacting fin for brains, and I don't even fucking know what that means! I'm not good at this! I kill people when I lose control... I'd given up trying, and I only thought of fucking Gamzee in the first place because I figured some murderer was the best I could get... and at least I knew what it was like to die before!
[Oh god, it was all spewing out like a barrage! She had to shut up! Her lips clamped and her hands gripped her mouth.]
Damnit Eridan...
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But it's the affirmation that she gives a damn about him that has him embarrassed and a bit ashamed for jumping to conclusions.]
I didn't knoww wwhat to think, Sam. I mean, fuck, it ain't like I'm any good at this shit either. An' you SAID it was a experiment, so howw wwas I supposed to knoww you didn't mean it like that.
An' far as murder goes, I--... culled people before. Trolls that didn't deservve it. That finless fuck, Sol, he deservved wworse than gettin' a little bump on the head, but Fef... evven if she wwasn't listenin' to goddamned reason, she didn't deservve to die.
So I guess wwe'vve both got our secrets.
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You'vve died before? Here? Wwhen?!
[He jerks his gaze up, glaring at the bracelet, a hint of worry in his furrowed eyebrows. His fangs are bared in a jealous sneer.]
One of those goddamn BULGESUCKIN' FUCKS of a human fucked wwith you?
I'll cull'em wwhere they stand.
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We're in new ground for both of us. I'm glad to know you regretted Fef. It helps...
[She was going to say several other things before he went off the handle and her eyes bulged. There was color in her cheeks before she looked away. Ok, that was quite possibly the most embarrassing and slightly sweet thing he'd ever done for her.
Actually... it was sort of a surprise in general. Nobody had ever reacted like that when she said she'd died.]
Not here, Eridan. Nobody's really touched me here. I got in a fight the second time the other half of me came out, but they were careful not to kill me.
No... this was back home. I've died five times back home. Are you sure you want to hear about this? I'll tell you if you want to know.
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He frowns quietly, showing amazing restraint as he nods.]
If you wwant to tell me, yeah. If you don't, I'm not goin' to fuckin' hold it against you. I told you, wwe both got secrets, an' as long as those secrets aren't goin' to end up fuckin' wwith this little thing wwe got, don't feel obligated to go spillin' all a' it at once.
[He's certainly not going to tell her about the matriorb unless someone literally holds a gun to his head and demands it.]
Not goin' to say I'm not goddamn curious though.
TW Warning to any viewing: Mentions of Death
Besides, he did need to understand that side of her.]
I'll tell you about one. It'll help you know why I'm trying to keep in control. It was with the first guy I ever had sex with. I was hiding out in a town when he and I ran into each other. The other side came out right about then. I caught him and tied him up so that we could 'play.'
[She sighed and shuddered.]
I had stronger potions in those days, ones my mom had made I took with when I fled. I... [Another pause and then she swallowed and nodded.] took a bench and fashioned a guillotine on it to latch him into so that we could have sex on it while his head was locked in.
...you do know what a guillotine is, don't you? You sure you want me to keep going?
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...Yeah, I knoww wwhat one a' those is. Fuck, Sam, I--... fuck.
[He pushes a hand through his hair, mussing with the perfectly gelled strands.]
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[She choked and ran her hands through her hair, coughing and unable to look at him directly.]
There's a simple spell I knew to preserve corpses. If you used it right, it trapped the soul for a few minutes. I used it to keep him trapped in his own skull so I could kiss him and make him watch me keep having fun with him before I jammed one of those potions in his mouth. It repaired the damage and brought him back.
...I came to myself about then. When I got him loose... let's just say he wasn't thinking straight at all.
He didn't use a potion.
You never want to get your head cut off, Eridan. It hurts like you would not believe, and it's true what they say. You're alive for a few seconds. It's hell.
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She was a fuckin' psychopath, worse than Jack, worse than Gamzee. And Eridan might have fucked up, but he'd never even thought about hurting someone in that twisted of a way. ...But, she was just so pitiful in that moment, unsure and clearly just as upset and nauseous about the experience, probably even more so.
She had been a victim of her own bad choices and something uncontrollable in her nature, just like him, and his bloodpusher twists at the way she won't meet his gaze.]
... Sam.
[He sighs out a breath, resting his head in his hands as he tries to find something to say.]
Fuck, I don't knoww wwhat to say. I mean, God, wwhat do you wwant me to say here? This is--...
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The tea... if it ever fails, and I turn on you, this won't work. I'm not sure if this isn't just a ridiculous idea in the first place.
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Fuck off, Sam. You're not a goddamned monster. Let's get that straight. First a' all, I wwouldn't choose a fuckin' monster for my kismesis. You're my rivval, an' I wwouldn't deign myself to havve a monster as my equal in any fuckin' wway.
Besides, a monster? Wwouldn't havve told me wwhat you just did. They'd a' just kept leadin' me on.
You're not human, yeah, but wwho the fuck cares? I certainly don't givve a damn, and you shouldn't either. Besides, fuckin' humans can be just as ruthless, they just hide it better.
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We return you to our normal insanity!
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