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IC Inbox - Asgard Eventide

An old, brick edifice stands in front of the burnt-down ruins of a home in the hillside. Mountains rear up in all directions, covered in lush, green vegetation. Nobody comes this way anymore, but you have the sense that anything placed in the mailbox attached to this old structure will be found by someone, the only living person for whom this place still has any meaning.

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Hey, congratulations! [Another uncomfortable cough. Yeah, she totally called it, but then again she was trying to screw Asuka these days, so she might have picked up on Shinji not being interested in her, and 2+2...]

...so, we're not here to talk about your successes in bed, right?

[ he blinks. is it something to congratulate him for? ]

I suppose lack of it would be what we would be talking about. It did not worked as described and mentioned by others, not my part, at least. [ hey, at least he is trying to be tactful and not be explicit about it ]

[She's not really sure. Scratching at her head, she coughed once and looked off to the side.]

So, wait, you're having trouble in bed and you wanted my help? What was different from what people said?

[Hoo boy, he's not getting out of details.]

I did not feel pleasure, "need", "hunger" - [ KAWORU READ SMUT NOVELS THAT'S HOW IT WAS DESCRIBED ] In truth, I felt little besides pain.

Though I was quite happy to know I was able to give Shinji-kun pleasure, and I was quite happy to have become that close to him. But in truth, I did not understand the appeal of it, at the time.

...

You're doing it wrong.

[She sighed.] Well, that or he is. If you can feel pain, you should be able to feel pleasure. That's how nerves work. What did you do?

...I don't know if any of us is doing anything wrong. I do not know anything about sex.

Angels do not reproduce sexually. In fact, angels do not reproduce, biologically speaking. Though I hold a human body, I have never had sexual instincts or desires. I did not pay attention to sex because we don't do it. [ yeah, in 16 years Kaworu never had an erection until recently ] I am also sterile, further assuring that as an angel, I am not meant for such. Understandably because angels are incompatible with Lilin. [ should be ]

I believed that was the reason why I could not feel what you call "sexual pleasure". I wasn't able to because I wasn't meant to. [ because angels don't. ~~how could they? One of the angels is a giant octahedron. How the heck would THAT feel sexual pleasure~~ ]

I'm sterile dumb dumb. All cambions are. We're like a whole sub-species of mules, not able to have kids, abominations in creation because incubi and succubi really aren't supposed to have kids, but they can.

[She shrugged, grunting a little and shaking her head.]

It's this simple. If you can feel pain, you can feel hot, cold, pressure and pleasure. That's just how the sense of touch works unless your nerves aren't right.

Sex isn't just about having kids. You don't have to enjoy it to have kids. All it needs is sperm and an egg. The pleasure side is something else entirely.

[ Kaworu smiles. he could argue that, he really could.

Angels feel pain, hot, cold, pressure too. But not pleasure. But he won't argue about his children/siblings; it's unnecessary. ]

Yes, I was told such. Like I said, my vision of it is rather limiting. It always was and in fact, I never expected it to expand. I never felt the need to, nor the desire to.

The only reason I had sex was because Shinji-kun wanted to and I wanted to make him happy. I wanted to become closer to him. And I wanted to make him feel good.

[She groaned, shaking her head.] Well, you've got the motivation part of this down just fine, but I think we need to work on some of the details. Fine, I'll help.

First of all, what did he do to you, and when did it start hurting?

[ motivation well- sort of. "Want to make him feel good" is a motivation, sure. But Kaworu has no idea how to become aroused ~~or what makes him go "i want to boink that".~~ ]

I believe it's what you call "anal sex". It hurt when he penetrated.

It isn't supposed to. If you use lube, are careful and get ready beforehand it's not supposed to hurt... well maybe a little bit, but it's not supposed to just hurt. What exactly did you guys do, other than kiss and shove it in?

[ they really... only did that.

Ah no, wait- ]

I pleasured him with my mouth. [ oral, Kaworu. Oral ] We touched each other's body with our hands. [ and he has to admit, that felt incredibly nice, it's true. ]

What is "lube"?

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[She groaned again, shaking her head.]

Lube is something you shouldn't be doing anal sex without. I'll give you some if you come by the shop. It's something you put on him before he puts himself into you so it's not as rough. You don't need much, but it helps it not be as tough to take.

But before you even get to the lube, did anything he did feel good to you?

I see. [ he smiles ] Alright, i will drop by after. Thank you.

And yes. When he touched me and kissed me. When he hugged me. [ it sounds really sappy, but Kaworu has never really felt anyone's kindness like that. He is rarely touched by others even if he touches others a lot. A huge is incredibly important to him because of that ~~and no, he isn't talking about sexual touches~~

he smiles softly, remembering it ] I enjoyed that.

That's what I thought. Touching and kissing are usually part of foreplay.

...

Wait, let me guess. You don't really know what foreplay is, do you?

I don't, I'm sorry.

He probably doesn't either. [She groaned audibly.] This isn't something you'd have thought about, not if you don't think about sex, but have you ever tried to pleasure yourself? For that matter, has he?

I do not know about Shinji-kun, but I have attempted masturbation. Though it was a rather difficult task [ of course it was. Kaworu doesn't know what arousal is, or how to become aroused; he doesn't know what arouses him either and stimulates him sexually ] - I have felt pleasure, yes.

I do feel pleasure to some degree, at least.

Ok... that's a start. [She breathed a sigh of relief.] What things brought you pleasure, and were you able to ...err, well, climax?

[ climax...... ejaculate? Orgasm?

or like the novels said, "going"? ~~coming, kaworu~~ ]

No. [ yeah, that sort of thing won't happen with him doing it by himself, most likely ]

And touching my -[ kaworu stops, thinking that's probably too blunt. he does pause, trying to think of a way to describe it, but in the end he will just be blunt ] -penis. That has brought me pleasure.

... I know guys are easier than girls, but seriously don't bang on the joybuzzer and expect it to work all the way. You're not the most sexual [Understatement of the century.] Imagine just grabbing and sucking my tail over and over... [Damnit! Damn you, she's blushing now.] You need to know everywhere it feels good to be touched, the things that felt like when you touched your penis.

If you know where to be touched, you can try the same on him, right?

[ it sounds so complicated. Kaworu has taken baths and of course washed everywhere, but he never felt pleasure. then again, he never touched himself thinking "where does it feel good". ]

... what if I don't feel good anywhere else? [ kaworu did say he feels pleasure to SOME degree. but he has no idea if his body is "normal" to that point ]

You feel good on the penis, Kaworu. Don't be stubborn. If you feel good in one place, you will probably feel in other places. You need to specifically take time to explore your body, run your hands over you, try different ways to touch yourself. Close your eyes and imagine Kaworu while you do.

If you start to get erect, that's a good sign. You'll feel a little light headed at some point.

Imagine?

[ that's also a problem. kaworu has no imagination, not really. So unless he lived it and experienced it, it'll be hard for him to imagine anything ] Is it a requirement?

No, I guess it isn't really a requirement, but if you're not going to do that you need to focus on different ways to touch yourself, and try to have the same physical feelings you had when you touched yourself before. You want to get more of those.

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