samantha_grey | IC Inbox - Asgard Eventide

An old, brick edifice stands in front of the burnt-down ruins of a home in the hillside. Mountains rear up in all directions, covered in lush, green vegetation. Nobody comes this way anymore, but you have the sense that anything placed in the mailbox attached to this old structure will be found by someone, the only living person for whom this place still has any meaning.

OOC: Feel free to comment here if your character wishes to get in touch with Samantha Grey directly. Let us keep any such material to PG-13 or less. If you're interested in something that should be matured tagged, contact me via PM and we can discuss it.

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From:

5thchild

[ it sounds so complicated. Kaworu has taken baths and of course washed everywhere, but he never felt pleasure. then again, he never touched himself thinking "where does it feel good". ]

... what if I don't feel good anywhere else? [ kaworu did say he feels pleasure to SOME degree. but he has no idea if his body is "normal" to that point ]

From:

samantha_grey

You feel good on the penis, Kaworu. Don't be stubborn. If you feel good in one place, you will probably feel in other places. You need to specifically take time to explore your body, run your hands over you, try different ways to touch yourself. Close your eyes and imagine Kaworu while you do.

If you start to get erect, that's a good sign. You'll feel a little light headed at some point.

From:

5thchild

Imagine?

[ that's also a problem. kaworu has no imagination, not really. So unless he lived it and experienced it, it'll be hard for him to imagine anything ] Is it a requirement?

From:

samantha_grey

No, I guess it isn't really a requirement, but if you're not going to do that you need to focus on different ways to touch yourself, and try to have the same physical feelings you had when you touched yourself before. You want to get more of those.

From:

5thchild

Can't I just do it the way I did it at first? [ orgasm is not really... an objective, to Kaworu. He never felt it, so he doesn't see why it matters ]

From:

samantha_grey

Just repeating the same motion usually only works once you're already aroused. We sort of have to get you to the point where it will work in the first place. Honestly, the pain's usually less in general if you're at that point.

...or you don't notice it as much.

From:

5thchild

[ well, just touching was enough to get him an erection. And it felt good as he continued, but that was about it, truly. He didn't have to imagine or touch anywhere else - that place was quite sensitive as it was.

Kaworu pauses, thinking for a moment, before a worried frown comes to his mind ]

This is complicated.

From:

samantha_grey

... this is a lot harder to discuss than just do for me. [She glanced to the side, not meeting his gaze.] Seducing people's hard. Fucking them's easy for me.

[She sighed and grunted.] I'd demonstrate, but I don't want you to feel disloyal.

From:

5thchild

I suppose both are difficult for me.

But no demonstration. After all, I have promised Shinji-kun I'd only do such things with him. But thank you.

From:

samantha_grey

... [She paused and swallowed.] There's nothing saying I couldn't demonstrate on someone else. I don't think watching you two would work. Not with the way my own sexuality works.

[She coughed once, managing barely to keep the color from her cheeks.] I don't really like people watching when I eat, though.

From:

5thchild

I believe my presence would be rather uncomfortable, both to you and the other party.

After all, I'd ask questions and I realize such matters are often seen as intimate.

From:

samantha_grey

... never heard of exhibitionists, have we? [She isn't one. She likes to show off flirting, like a cat dragging her catch around, but not eating.] Well, no matter.

Alright, let's see. Have you gotten erect? I can kind of tell you haven't orgasmed yet.

From:

5thchild

Exhibitionists? [ what is that, even? ]

Yes, I have. it was difficult to remain in that state, however. [ spoilers: because kaworu is a dumbass and thinks too much ]

And no orgasm, I believe. [ he never ejaculated. Actually, it comes to his mind if he's even able to do that ]

From:

samantha_grey

Yeah, not surprised. What I want you and Shinji to try next time is to make sure he gets you erect and keep you that way at first. Tell him to use a little lube on his fingers first and get your anus warmed up before he puts more on himself and pushes into you. Kiss and touch each other a lot. Tell him which touches feel good, better than the others.

That should help, and if you explore your body a little more beforehand, you might have a better idea. It doesn't hurt to pick a setting the two of you think is romantic.

[a pause]

And an exhibitionist likes to be watched having sex. You have no idea about kinks, do you?

From:

5thchild

[ telling Shinji to do that... well. He doesn't want to tell what the other should do, but on the other hand, if it made things easier for both... ]

Can I do such by myself? With the fingers, I mean.

[ a headtilt ] No. What is "kinks"?

From:

samantha_grey

You could try. I'm not going to promise it works. Masturbation really doesn't do as much for me, believe it or not, not if the someone isn't there helping.

Kinks, though, are odd little things that people really like in sex. It's something specific that they like, usually not related to the act itself. Some folks like to be tied up. Some like to feel pain, some to give it. There's a lot of different ones.

From:

5thchild

[ Samantha is under the assumption kaworu wants to feel pleasure; the thing is, Kaworu doesn't care about that ] I just don't wish to worry Shinji-kun. He was upset that he hurt me, so I want to find a way it won't hurt - me feeling pleasure is not a priority, though I do know now that I can.

I see. I do not know if Shinji-kun has any. [ ~~like comatose girls~~ ]

From:

samantha_grey

You've already felt pleasure. You mean whether or not you can climax. Well, that's less important than getting your body ready for it. If you feel pleasure, your body should react to being more open to sex.

[She sighed and ran her fingers through her hair.]

Look, this is less about you 'getting off' than it is about getting your body ready to have him inside of you. Lube, prepping with fingers, cuddling, kissing, touching and foreplay are all part of that. Even if you can't hit your peak, if your body's at least a little human like mine is here, then you should have an easier time having sex if you're having pleasure. The more, the easier, and then Shinji doesn't have to worry.

And he probably does. Most people do. They just don't know what they are yet.

From:

5thchild

[ so if he feels pleasure it's easier for shinji (and kaworu). Well, if that is possible, then he'd maybe try it.

maybe. it's complicated, because he isn't going to tell shinji what to do during sex, obviously. Of the two, shinji is still the one person who knows the most about it. ]

I will try to find out the best way. Thank you Samantha.

[ and he will probably ask shinji what his kinks are ]

From:

samantha_grey

[She sighed softly and leaned back, closing her eyes.] Alright. I'm not sure how much more I can help right now. Try it out and give me a call if things go better.

Tell Shinji he can call me if he wants. I think he'll understand what I try to tell him a little more as a human.