samantha_grey | IC Inbox - Asgard Eventide

An old, brick edifice stands in front of the burnt-down ruins of a home in the hillside. Mountains rear up in all directions, covered in lush, green vegetation. Nobody comes this way anymore, but you have the sense that anything placed in the mailbox attached to this old structure will be found by someone, the only living person for whom this place still has any meaning.

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From:

needsmoregreen

[Once again, Bianca isn't sure how to respond. There was an obvious silence from her as she tried to find the words to speak. She so wants to help her friend with this problem but at the same time, she just wasn't sure what to do. Her other self was this demon who wanted nothing more than to hut others.

What...can she do?]

So...would it really be okay to just walk away from you like that? I still don't think that's fair but it will make you happy...

I don't really know what about this other side of yours but hopefully, we'll be able to find a way for you to control this side of yours!

From:

samantha_grey

... if you want to help, speak to Merlin. What he and several others are doing is locking me up the day before I would normally feel my personality shift, and letting me free afterwards. You can help do that. For now, we're controlling it ok, so hopefully it will stay that way, but this would let you help without risking yourself.

From:

needsmoregreen

L-Lock you...that's bit harsh! Are you sure there's no other way? I really don't want to do that when your other personality comes out!

I just [mumble mumble] still think there's another way though. We just need to find out what it is! Even...even if it will take a long ti- no, even if it takes a very long time!

As long as there's a way...!

From:

samantha_grey

The tea helps. It's something I brew myself. The last two new moons, that part of me hasn't come out, and believe me when I say I'm trying to find a way that doesn't involve me being locked up and strapped to a chair for twenty-four hours. It isn't pleasant.

But I have hurt people here, Bianca. Badly. I don't want to do that again, whatever it takes. I'm tired of waking up, covered in blood or worse.

From:

needsmoregreen

[Once again, there was long pause before Bianca finally spoke up]

Then that's settled! If I can...I'll try to find a way to cure you from this other side! As long as I'm here, then I'll do something! Just...

Got to believe, that's all!

From:

samantha_grey

You do that... but if it's the New Moon, and I'm acting weird, stay away. I'll... focus on the tea.

From:

needsmoregreen

I will but...in the meantime, aren't you safe to talk to now?

So until that time, I'm going to stick around and talk to until forever! To the point where you might even get sick of me!

[giggle]

But I might be annoying you after a while.

From:

samantha_grey

Yeah, I'm fine right now... but you'd be surprised how much of a tolerance I've got for that. Remember, I'm the one who was setting Ritsu up on a date.

[She had learned to put up with quite a bit, though she had a feeling Bianca would stretch that.]

From:

needsmoregreen

Oh, I remember that!

...By the way, how did it go? I know that Jasmine is gone but...they had fun right?

[And she was kind of the one who suggested him to her too]

From:

samantha_grey

They did have fun, even though they were really awkward through the whole thing. He apologized a lot less than I expected. Still more than he should have, but it was a start.

From:

needsmoregreen

But that's great! If he didn't, doesn't that mean he's starting to have some confidence in himself?

[No, not really?]

From:

samantha_grey

Let's not get ahead of ourselves. He's got a long way to go, and it might take longer than we've got here.

From:

needsmoregreen

But it's a start right?

That date was something so hopefully it did help right?

From:

samantha_grey

I'm trying to be realistic, but hopefully so, hopefully so. He's a tougher nut than me in some ways to crack.

From:

needsmoregreen

You know, I can't help but wonder why he's always feeling like this..

It must be really tough to constantly feel like you're a bother to people and you don't feel like you're good enough.

[Doesn't this sound familiar?]

From:

samantha_grey

I really have no clue. Even I don't feel like that every day. I bet it had something to do with how he was raised. It's too deeply ingrained.

From:

needsmoregreen

I was hoping that maybe I could take him out shopping since he liked to wear a lot of girl clothes but...I wonder if that's counterproductive or not.

I just hope it isn't or else I would have messed up really badly! Ahhhh, I didn't want to turn out like that!

From:

samantha_grey

Nah, do it. He needs to get out more, and just assume he'll apologize constantly. He always does.

From:

needsmoregreen

I still don't know about this but...if it makes him feel comfortable, I just hope that he'll be more happier with himself later in life.

I know Asgard isn't the best place to be but if this place can make him happier, then I think I can say there's something good about here!

From:

samantha_grey

At the very least, I think some things are a little better for him here. It might help if he can stay for a while.

From:

needsmoregreen

Hm? What do you mean by stay for a while?

[Because wouldn't he have to go at some point? She can't tell when he might but still...]

From:

samantha_grey

Just how long he stays here is all. If he stays long enough, then maybe it'll help him cope at least while he's here.

From:

needsmoregreen

I just hope...that everything will be okay in the end. I-I know that there's still a lot to learn about myself so I just hop-

No, I know that Ritsu will turn out okay! I'll just have to keep on thinking happily since I know everything will be fine.