samantha_grey | IC Inbox - Asgard Eventide

An old, brick edifice stands in front of the burnt-down ruins of a home in the hillside. Mountains rear up in all directions, covered in lush, green vegetation. Nobody comes this way anymore, but you have the sense that anything placed in the mailbox attached to this old structure will be found by someone, the only living person for whom this place still has any meaning.

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From:

needsmoregreen

[Giggle] You can't blame me for wanting to know and if it's a story like that, well, I just got to know!

[But as she listened, it's clear that she's pretty shocked] A-A what? A clown almost killed you?! That must have been really scary!

...

But I guess at least you found out you really like...hate him though...so that's still good?

[She was going to comment on the nervous about being in a relationship part but that's for another time]

From:

samantha_grey

Yeah. Gamzee's not always safe, if you ever run into him, though he's been quiet the second time he came here.

But no, Eridan and I didn't figure out we were interested in each other for like, almost a month. We kind of went back and forth. He just opened the door by helping explain this sort of thing. I don't know that I'd have ever thought of it if I hadn't gotten his help dealing with Gamzee, or that damned clown hadn't ever gotten me so pissed off.

From:

needsmoregreen

Okay then! [Now she looks determined!] I'll be sure to keep an eye on this Gamzee! Be careful around him and be sure to see if he's harming other people too!

...Even if he is a clown and likes to make people laugh! There's no excuse for harming people like that!

A month hm? [Doesn't this sound familiar?] Then, it sounds like Gamzee helped too...even if it was rather sad like that.

From:

samantha_grey

Try not to worry about him too much. I found out I'd been egging him on a lot. Trolls are very strange, and he's stranger and more dangerous than most. Like you said, though, that one did help me end up finding Eridan. Wonder what he'd say if he knew.

Wouldn't say it was sad though. He just wanged me upside the head like a freight train is all.

From:

needsmoregreen

Hm...I'm not sure myself but if I had to guess...he's probably be really happy about by it? If he hurt you and he found out that you and Eridan are together, doesn't mean he'll hate it? Therefore, he'll like it?

[Yeah]

But it still sound like it hurts a whole lot!

From:

samantha_grey

Heh, it did for a couple hours. Had a healer look it over. Gamzee, though, I don't know. He's just really hard to figure out, mostly because he's usually just giggling like an idiot.

From:

needsmoregreen

But...he's a clown...aren't they suppose to make you feel happy?

...Then again, I guess there is something creepy about having someone who is always laughing and giggling...

From:

samantha_grey

You're better off not assuming he's a normal clown, honestly. He's more a troll than he is a clown in the first place. But, just... If you hear honking, like a bicycle horn over and over again, just stay away from him.

From:

needsmoregreen

By the way, what are trolls anyway?

Not all of them are dangerous but I am starting to get a bit worried about what they can do if we're not careful...

From:

samantha_grey

They're gray-skinned, horned, and I think they're from another planet. Their culture's got a lot of violence bred into it, which is why I think Gamzee was the way he was. It's also why some of their romance isn't exactly like humans.

But then again, I'm not really all human, so...

From:

needsmoregreen

[At first, Bianca was going to say something about her not being human. The girl had a feeling she wasn't given how her horns were a give away. But still...]

The trolls might have a lot of violence in them but I definitely know that all trolls are like that! There's always got to be someone that doesn't agree with their way of thinking so...

...that doesn't mean you aren't human. If you really love Eridan, then that says everything, don't you think?

From:

samantha_grey

Well, whatever their race is like, some of them are really calm most of the time. Tavros is pretty much peaceful as far as I can tell, so no you're right. Not all of them are like that.

And, I'm only really half human, but ... it says a lot, I hope.

From:

needsmoregreen

What are you talking about? Of course it does! I don't know a lot about trolls or any demons but I don't think it matters!

So what if you're half, I think you're as human as any of us! So you should have hope! ...Whatever you're hoping for!

From:

samantha_grey

... We'll see if you say that after seeing my other half one of these days. Hopefully it never comes up. But I do have hope at the least. i wouldn't be doing this if I didn't.

From:

needsmoregreen

[For a moment, Bianca went silent. How was she going to respond to this? Of course she never met a demon before, the closest thing she can say is that she met some really bad pokemon but...they're usually friendly in nature. Even the ones that looked scary were nice...]

I don't know what your other demonic half is like but...it's still you so if I can try to talk to that other half...

[Of course, this was her being idealistic here]

From:

samantha_grey

Oh god no!!!

[The force of her statement is so loud that it surprises even her. She already had this problem with Yukari. She didn't need someone else having it.]

From:

samantha_grey

Sorry about that. Seriously, you need to promise me that if I start openly flirting with you or get really creepy, you stay the hell away. Don't try to talk to me when I'm like that. It's unsafe, and that part of me will try to trick you into trusting her, and she'll do awful things if she gets the chance.

This is Doctor Jekkyl and Miss Hyde, if you know the reference. That part of me's not safe, sane or remotely able to be talked down. She's a monster that I use magical tea to keep under control and hope, pray never gets loose again. It's me, but you don't want to mess with her. Promise me.

From:

needsmoregreen

Ah...!

[Once she heard Samantha's sudden shout, Bianca couldn't help but jump right back! She almost threw the communicator jump in the air because of it! Luckily, she managed to catch it as it landed right on her hands. She let out a small sigh of relief before continuing]

N-No, it's okay! But uh...I will? I know if something is making uncomfortable, I know I have to run as fast as I can! I-I'm not sure what kind of things you'll do but...[mumble mumble]

I don't know what kind of reference but that does sound familiar... [Of course, there is a pokemon version of that] ...she really can't be that bad! It's really still you but...

From:

samantha_grey

She's a violent, sadistic, homicidal lunatic who likes to torture her victims in public, gruesome displays to shock and horrify anyone she can. She is a walking predator waiting for someone to destroy.

No, she really is that bad.

From:

needsmoregreen

[Once again, Bianca isn't sure how to respond. There was an obvious silence from her as she tried to find the words to speak. She so wants to help her friend with this problem but at the same time, she just wasn't sure what to do. Her other self was this demon who wanted nothing more than to hut others.

What...can she do?]

So...would it really be okay to just walk away from you like that? I still don't think that's fair but it will make you happy...

I don't really know what about this other side of yours but hopefully, we'll be able to find a way for you to control this side of yours!

From:

samantha_grey

... if you want to help, speak to Merlin. What he and several others are doing is locking me up the day before I would normally feel my personality shift, and letting me free afterwards. You can help do that. For now, we're controlling it ok, so hopefully it will stay that way, but this would let you help without risking yourself.

From:

needsmoregreen

L-Lock you...that's bit harsh! Are you sure there's no other way? I really don't want to do that when your other personality comes out!

I just [mumble mumble] still think there's another way though. We just need to find out what it is! Even...even if it will take a long ti- no, even if it takes a very long time!

As long as there's a way...!

From:

samantha_grey

The tea helps. It's something I brew myself. The last two new moons, that part of me hasn't come out, and believe me when I say I'm trying to find a way that doesn't involve me being locked up and strapped to a chair for twenty-four hours. It isn't pleasant.

But I have hurt people here, Bianca. Badly. I don't want to do that again, whatever it takes. I'm tired of waking up, covered in blood or worse.

From:

needsmoregreen

[Once again, there was long pause before Bianca finally spoke up]

Then that's settled! If I can...I'll try to find a way to cure you from this other side! As long as I'm here, then I'll do something! Just...

Got to believe, that's all!